i love you mike.

So...Here is a more detailed update about prom, since I know you all are dying to hear about it, and escpecially since its the SOCIAL EVENT OF THE CENTURY!:!111!! Not. Okay, so I got my hair and make up done at Star's, because she's totally freaking awesome. I hung out there while she did Sarah's hair. My sister Tracy came over to help which was fun because I haven't seen her in awhile...It was like, almost 5 by the time we were finished at Star's and I had to be at Quizno's at 5 to take pictures with Dan and G.D. ...So...I hurried home and put on my dress, and went to Quizno's. I was early so I waited around and talked to people that came into Hucks/Quizno's that were all dressed up for Prom. Dan and G.D. came and we took pictures together, and then I went home and Shawn was dressed and we took pictures there, I got crazy flustered because everything was happening so fast/crazy. Well, We left my house at like, 5:30..arrived in Champaign at 6, went to Papa Del's and had some totally awesome frikken pizza. We got to prom about an hour late, but it was still dead when we got there, everyone showed up about the same time, which was 8. The dance lasted until 11 ish. We left the Civic Center to go to Schnucks to pick something up, and then we went to get gas, and then to After Prom. I changed in the parking lot, and forgot to pack a bra..Oops. Oh well, We bowled a game, and then went to play cards to win money, but they were out of money , so we went to the arcade, we sat around for awhile because it was hella boring and then we went to the Sumo Wrestling where RC and Rodney went at it, Its probably one of the funniest things I've ever seen in my entire life. We watched some other kids wrestle and then Sarah came over from the gambling thing and her and I went at it, Oh-h-h-h- my-h-h-h-h g-o-d-d-d-d it was funny, we like, rolled around the entire time because we could barely get up let alone fight. After that we went upstairs to play in the arcade and soon after they announced that they were going to be doing the drawings for prizes, so we all gathered in the lounge area where they were giving away door prizes that people hadn't claimed. As it turns out, I won a door prize! It was 25 bucks cash. I was happy.. the lady was like "okay, this is it guys , the big prize" and then she was like "sarah summers!" so i was like, "Holy cow I just won a computer!" I was totally blown away that I had won another computer.... so I just sat there until everyone cleared out to grab it, I won a printer too. Shawn carried my computer out to the van for me <3 <3. and I carried the printer. I decided on the way home that I was going to take it back to Walmart. We went to Steak and Shake, Shawn and I shared an order of Cheddar Fries, and an orange drink. And Sarah and Mike got some milkshakes. The milkshakes looked yummy. Drove home, and went to bed. I ended up getting home at like 4:00ish 4:30ish. I dont' really remember the time on the clock. I had to work at 11 the next day, so I was awakened with the voice of my brother saying "Sarah, its Molly, From Quizno's" so I answered and she's like "hey Sarah, you're suppose to be in at 11" and i'm like "Oh shit, what time is it?" and she's like "11:40" and I'm like "fuck I'm sorry" and she's like "oh its okay, i figured you just overslept because of prom, atticus is here by himself until you get here so hurry." and I was like "Okay! I'll be there in 10 minutes." I clocked in at like, 11:54. I got off at 5 and headed to Champaign, took the computer back and got the moneys. Went to Gordmans, and to Meijer, to get clothes and supplies. It was pretty freaking sweet having that much cash. I think Sarah and I are going to go shopping on Tuesday. I'm not sure, we're suppose to take pictures, but if its not Sunny out then I don't know how we'll do it. HUMM!  Anyways, now I'm at school...in Ag, Updating this because Mr.Swigart doesn't care about anything anymore. Oh yeah, I only have like, 7 days of actual school left. 3 days until my birthday!!! and my sissy comes home on Wednesday with her baby!!! Aooahsdfkas I can't wait.

i can't commit to updating this thing..ever. but i'll try (just for you mikey)

uhm, humm.

I graduate in like, 18 days? haha thats sweet.

My birthday is in 8 days.

Anyways, I dont' want to do to this right now.

Currently Reading The Da Vinci Code By Dan Brown see related

are you fucking happy Mike?

I'm updating this for Mike, who is truely awesome.  Its a bitchfest, read at your own will. But you can't say that I didn't warn you. I'm WARNING YOU.

Argh. garbledina, I’m in Study Hall right this instant, typing this up because there’s nothing else to do and I feel like you guys need to know every single moment of my life. Really? No. Ungh. Today had been incredibly boring and I woke up feeling terribly ill, well not terribly but I was feeling ill. My throat hurts real bad. I think I may be getting what everyone else is carrying around with them at school. Tonight is the Illini Game against North Carolina, and Illini fever has swept through the state and maybe the nation? Its okay I guess, it gives people things to look forward to, tonight’s game determines who is the National Champion. Hopefully it will be Illinois, I don’t know if North Carolina has ever had a national victory but there has never been one for Illinois, they’ll also be the first team in school history that has gotten a 38-1 record. Only losing one game, how freakin crazy is that. I remember when our basketball team was doing so well and they still had lost something like 10 games. But they were in the top 32 in Illinois, anyways.

I have to give Jordan money for the tickets she bought for me, I can’t give it to her out of this paycheck but the next one where I worked 32 hours or something. Hopefully she won’t mind, she’s pretty fucking cool so I don’t think she will. I got my first paycheck, I’m excited about it, I’m going to go start a bank account as soon as I get out of school today. Hopefully I won’t have to have a parental figure stand with me, I don’t want to do this because a.) I want to be independent b.) I don’t want anyone to have access to my money, period. My mother has been known to take money from her children in desperate situations and this would be okay if she would pay you back, but she doesn’t tend to do that. Usually just making a wager and buying you something later and calling it even. But I would rather not have her able to do this because I do not want to lose money and then maybe not make it back, ecsepcially it if its money that I worked to make, you know? No hard feelings or anything just wouldn’t rather have it happen. I wonder who crated the concept of lying. But I hate it, I have a friend who lies constantly and maybe not to me, but I’ve been able to catch him in a few lies, and generally I think he’s a sketchy person. Something about him I don’t trust anymore, and I use to trust him completely. I guess that with time, everything changes. Anyways, he’s a lying jerk, and he judges people to far too quickly, or maybe he’ll say something about someone and then pretend to be their friend in 5 seconds. I can’t associate with someone like that because its just too much freaking drama. I finished reading The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown today 3^rd hour. Its one of the best books I’ve ever read. And I read a lot. It tells such an interesting story. I guess I even liked the end too, only I would have been more happy if it would have actually revealed “The Holy Grail” but then there would be a huge outburst and people would die. Religion is fucked. It reminds me of the song “Imagine” by John Lennon… or the version I like better by A Perfect Circle.

Imagine there’s no heaven, its easy if you try. Just the lyrics ring so clear to me, because all war is about is possessions and god. Who would have known that the human race was so doomed because it let something that was materialistic or fake rule their entire lives? Tonight Sarah is coming home from school with me because she needs a ride. I love that girl. She will have to go to the bank with me so I can open up my checking account and stuff.  Anddd I have to pick up my DVD player from her, because I took it over there one night to watch Donnie Darko. Which reminds me, I’m wearing my Donnie Darko shirt today, the one I made that has Frank on it and 28;06;42;12 on it. Wow, those numbers look like some crazed bible verse.

It was so nice today during lunch so Sarah Mike and I went outside and joined Sam, Dory, Erika, Amber, Ashley, and Megan while they were eating. Oh yeah, Jordann was there too. We had a big discussion about how AT OUR SCHOOL, special ed kids are treated a lot better than us because they are in special ed. Like, their study halls get counted as a credit because they’re in school or something? And a lot of them are higher in class rank than the rest of us, because they played Uno and won three times this week. They fucking sit there and do puzzles, and not even ones that have some logical background to them, but ones with pretty pictures on them, like bridges and horse drawn carriages. Its bullshit and its unfair to every single generation that they have to suffer while these kids that are “special” get SPECIAL treatment. Half of the kids in Special ed don’t even need to be in there because they have no real mental/physical handicap. They’re just a BIT slow, Well welcome to the world, Try a little harder and succeed in your life. JOIN THE RANKS OF MANKIND AND FUCKING TRY. I’m just so sick of kids bitching because they don’t’ understand something and they think its not right that they have to try. I’m so sick of everyone adjusting standards to fit them, I’m sick of being slowed down in some of my classes because people can’t keep up with the majority. There should be different schools for the different kinds of people. One school for the mentally agile, those who can keep up and excel in almost anything, a school for those who do okay, the average, per say. And there should be a school for those who are in Special ed. Because if they can’t keep up with the average, they don’t need to be slowing them down, and each child should be able to choose what school they attend, If they think they can keep up with the mentally agile on level 1 than they should be able to try, and if they can’t hack it, move it down. A lot of kids would be happier that way, and it wouldn’t create all this hostility. ARGH. The school system sucks. Anyways, this was nothing more than a bitchfest. So if you read it, good for you, but if you didn’t, yay for you.

This gaping hole in my chest is filled with deciet...

Okay yay. I'm at Rodney's! Rodney is the coolest. He just got this cool Pheonix Tattoo. and It makes me wish i had the MONEY so I could get another. I love ink. Anyways, I'm going to watch the movie and be socialable. Lots of love Peeeps.

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